January 30th, 2009

summertime girl

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The dr has told me I have seasonal affective disorder. I am feeling it. I cant even begin to say how much I hate winter. I never ever got depressed in Africa but here in the US the never ending winter drags on and on. I got put on some new drugs but what I really crave is nice hot weather with blue skies and margertitias and a good book. Not this crappy ice storm shit that been going on. I am so tempted to go to a tanning bed just for some UV rays. April can not get here fast enough. I need to move to the tropics then I wont be sitting in some therapist office saying nothing is wrong per se I am just having UV withdrawals. They are predicting another storm. God help me.